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to blog.

after reading pam and ethel's tag, and reading their blogs plus soph and wenbin's.

and also because i read their blogs and what they wrote inside about the recent sj gathering and just reminiscing about the past with their friends, i went to rewatch the vcd the juniors made us for our rod in the year 2004.

so many things to think about, i realised i've led a semi detached life. detached from the people and things that really matter, but no detached enough from all the restrictions others and i have imposed on myself. i should stop being so lazy and start keeping in touch with all my friends, those who have made my life so meaningful and wonderful. those whom i have lost contact with..

im immersed in so much goodness despite being so detached from all my good friends. met up with my sj girls, 4g countdown cum stayover and one whole night of wii at yingxia's, meeting jas and wanzhen with jason, ki and sha after the 2 dancers came back for holidays! and then chalet's coming this wednesday. im still bored stiff at home, with nothing to do. maybe i should start spring cleaning my room. a tad too late some say, when the holidays are nearing an end already. but well, i can still clean up my room after the sem started! i really wonder just what have i been doing with my holidays. meeting up with friends and going out so much that im almost broke. =X but i still didnt manage to meet up with so many people who really really matter.

i felt like calling pam, ethel, wenbin and soph up for a gathering when i read their blog. those memories flood my mind, when we trained so hard for the competition, did so many silly things. sometimes i wonder if i've been trying to purposely hold back some memories of the past, in a bid to become a better person or to forget some things. im really not sure what happened, just feel like i've forgotten so many things, but others remain so vivid in my memory.

new sem new me. hehheh. im so glad there's everything that reminds me of who i was in the past. rv is really such a memorable place.

i used to hate blogging in blogger because they revamped the site, and i being an IT/blogger noob had so many difficulties trying to blog a decent entry. and also because many people had the link to this blog. but now that it was dead for quite some time, only those who really bothers would be here again.

and reading this.

that's your present. hehheh.

gEOk*

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7:45 AM

i look like chui zhi you from winter sonata! haha stolen from james. :) those interested in finding yours can click on the collage above.

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5:04 AM

not feeling too good right now. im reflecting upon some details which happened in my school life last time. and i hate the feeling of feeling vulnerable and pretty alone. though im not a super clingy person and i dont need company all the time, i just hate facing the world and everything alone. like they have all gone. you know?

no, i dont think you do. lost that optimism in me. i know it will take some time before i recover that trait which is key to my own happiness. hur.

should start being responsible for myself i guess. just dont think and maybe, improve to become a better person. hmm

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8:28 AM

the new blogskin makes me want to blog. simply love those models and their style and all! i want to be like them.

feeling not so good because of work and some thoughts running wild in my mind. im just weird.

thursday is my nus interview! im so.. currently peaceful about it but well, i believe i will start fretting soon. hopefully i get to the last round. need to start preparing myself. get into the geeky mood heh.

i still think i need to find somewhere i belong. hahaha. cant wait to get my job over and done with. once again, tgif. a break from the coldhearted, unfeeling office. woohoo!

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7:38 AM

new blogskin. i love!

finally updating this graveyard blog. now my blog's so much easier to use right. haha. so people like hw and co dont complain, but thats if they still come here.

was planning a trip to tw with wt, ki, susan and huiwen. but i think it may not materialise. hard to plan and now some problems are cropping up. arghs.

hearing different comments from different people and it gets me stuck in the middle. maybe im a person mixed between the 2 breeds of people. or maybe im trying too hard to be somebody im not? no matter what those 2 breeds dont understand. sometimes i hate myself for being so weak.

whatever.

jogging later. jy better not pangsehz otherwise i'll go find him at his house. ahha.

finally, my love, what goes around comes around and piano are on my shuffle.

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10:12 PM

from pam's blog

1. Falling in Love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.

3. A hot shower.

4. No lines at the Super Wal-Mart.

5. A special glance.

6. Getting mail.

7. Taking a drive on a scenic road.

8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.

9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.

10. Hot towels out of the dryer.

11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.

12. Chocolate milkshake.

13. A long distance phone call.

14. A bubble bath.

15. Giggling.

16. A good conversation.

17. The beach.

18. Finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter.

19. Laughing at yourself.

20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.

21. Running through sprinklers.

22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.

23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.

24. Laughing at an inside joke.

25. Friends.

26. Falling in love for the first time.

27. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.

28. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.

29. Your first kiss.

30. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.

31. Playing with a puppy.

32. Late night talks with your roommate.

33. Having someone play with your hair.

34. Sweet dreams.

35. Hot chocolate.

36. Road trips with friends.

37. Swinging on swings.

38. Watching a good movie cuddled up on a couch with someone you love.

39. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies and drinking eggnog.

40. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid.

41. Going to a really good concert.

42. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.

43. Making chocolate chip cookies!

44. Hugging the person you love.

45. Watching the expression someone's face as they open a much-desired present from you.

46. Watching the sunrise.

47. Getting out of bed every morning and thanking God for another beautiful day.

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10:29 PM

why do i keep a blog when im not so keen on updating it? i write so much more in od than blog lah. like so ancient already. i kept a blog for wt and the others so that we can keep in touch but wt doesnt write in her blog so often already! and i didnt even tell alot of people about my blog. haha.

i have started work already. at og chinatown lee jeans. i think i made serena (my boss) busier because im so slow at folding jeans and taking stock. maybe she doesnt want me back anymore. i think i offended her cashier friend. haha. then first day so not very close to them yet. they are a bunch of happy people. i wish i can join in soon! there's a malaysian girl who's 18 too. compared to her im so pampered and spoilt because i've got everything taken care of for me but i still dont appreciate my parents for that. arghs. she's more mature and independent. she lives with her cousin in a rented flat in lavender! i admire her for her independence!

actually i really think they wont double my pay when i work on public hols. then i would be so damned. ahhh whatever. anyway i think i will miss the christmas party at the childcare for sure. serena said she needs my help on thursday and she wont be working! i have to work with another girl whom i think is very close to lili they all le! so sad loh. but i didnt really feel left out leh. the job's quite fun apart from some very nan chan customers. ask me take all the big sizes at the bottom and they didnt even bother trying! ^*E($*!(#)!@(#(!# i have to refold the whole stack after that lah. =X anyway, i didnt even realised i stood all day long until they dimmed the lights for closure. not bad for a first day apart from a finger cut. im just not sure if i'll still relish working when its more consistent. food for thought?

another thing i like about working- im in a new environment so its a chance to be somebody new maybe. it keeps me busy with jeans and all so i wouldnt have time to think about other things. im really glad for that. now i think i can introduce you all jeans cutting and designs le. anyway, now the jeans are really cheap so you all can come and buy!

i've said it, and i hope it affects nothing. let things stay, they are better that way.

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4:02 AM